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The Grief Will Pass

When those desperate hours have come
The world seems at end.
Do not give up hope
For God is here to defend.

The comforter will see you through
Your grief in time shall pass.
Your days of fear will be left behind
For God has much left for you to do.

It seems hard to accept today
But be of good cheer.
For help from above is on the way
And a new life will soon appear.

It’s hard to leave someone behind
And move ahead on your own.
But God is ever so fine.
Because he has seen the way you have grown.

Good memories will be with us forever
Of the mate we knew so well.
God has touched your life to endeavor
With history of loved ones to pass on and tell.

The passing of time will end the grief
But never forget the meaning of love.
The Lord will bring us relief
Have strength in God above.

Dennis Helsby

(January 14,1953 / Portsmouth Virginia)

AIM14...done!!

Happy coz keje dah beres..yeahhh!! Congrats to all AKADEMI team termasuk dak intern taun nih.. Hehehe credit tuk korang tau..eh2 luper nak bg tau dak intern UiTM di hatikuh..:] AIM14...better than last year. Harap2 camtuh la. Umm agak sedih bile event dah selesai..tapi tu la hakikatnyerr. So kite tggu plak AIM15..hikhikhik. New team n new spirit. Thanx to all..syg sgt2 team nih walaupon taun ni last year tuk KAK NANEE n SETH :[. Tq so much kat sifoo..Jennifer Thompson, Abg Ayie yg cool [senyum sokmo], Atie..my BESTFRIEND, interns..Hani yg chumel, Fathi yg macho..hegege, El yg serius :], Amy yg gilew n Min yg asal boleh MAN..akakaka n team2 yg lain [sorry kalo tak mention nama]. To interns..nie permulaan tuk korang truskan perjalanan korang..kan2? Sha brani jamin this is d best experience yg korang penah dpt..tak caye?? Tggu korang dah keje nnt..lagie truk tau! Haa...ms tuh padan muke..hakhakhak.

Last but not least..harap AKADEMI takkan tggl nama jer. Walaupon slalu tukar team..tp harap main team akan kekal wat slame-lamenyerr..huhuhu. Go! go! chaiyok! for AIM next year!!

fav SONG ever..

TORN..

I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm, he came around like he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldn’t be that man I adored You don’t seem to know, don’t seem to care what your heart is for But I don’t know him anymore There’s nothing where he used to lie My conversation has run dry That’s what’s going on, nothing’s fine I’m torn I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You’re a little late, I’m already torn So I guess the fortune teller’s right Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light To crawl beneath my veins and now I don’t care, I have no luck, I don’t miss it all that much There’s just so many things that I can’t touch, I’m torn I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn You’re a little late, I’m already torn. torn. There’s nothing where he used to lie My inspiration has run dry That’s what’s going on, nothings right, I’m torn I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel I’m cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel I’m cold and I’m ashamed bound and broken on the floor You’re a little late, I’m already torn *wahh touching..ummm

a YEAR..

If you swallow hard enough..

to push away the fear..

and ask the dreaded question..

that is no wants to hear..

and if you add 1 ray of hope..

when there's nothing left but crying..

you'll become the gentle link..

between the living and the dying..

you'll give some meaning to the hour..

when hearts have been laid raw..

and offer hope to someone else..

who prays and wait in awe..

if you can find the strength inside..

to face this painful task..

the hundreds more will find new life..

because you dared to ask..

[Wad CCU,HKL 24 to 29 MAC 2006]

*Semoga abah tenang disampingNYA..AL-FATIHAH

MUKHSIN...everyone has a first love story to tell

"Everyone has a first love story to tell"..tagline yg sgt2 menarik bg aku. Aku bkn kaki movie..aku bkn giler film..yg pentingnyerr im not like sesetgh org yg akan meluangkan ms tuk tgk film2 br yg ditayangkan. Malas kot..hehe. Tp..MUKHSIN ader tarikan yg kuat sgt tuk aku gi tgk film nih. SInce da 1st day promo dier kuar kat tv. Lagi2 biler tau the hero dr gombak setia..hehehe proud to be SEMENKEB.

Utk jangka ms yg dah bertahun tahun tak tgk wayang..akhirnyerr tuk MUKHSIN aku turun gak..:] Jalan cite yg ringan..takyah nak pk byk biler tgk citer nih. Relax n mmg mengingatkan kiter pd zaman sekolah dulu..ummm. 1st love story to tell..rsnyerr mst sumer org ader citer tuh kan? Tp takkan nak kongsi ngan semua org. Cukup dgn tgk MUKHSIN n boleh imbau balik kenangan tuh.

Tanpa cite nih mst sesetgh people yg bz dgn kehidupan harian takkan ingat their 1st love story. Kan..kan? Hehehe thanx to Yasmin Ahmad. Surrounding yg cantik sgt..dgn background muzik yg lain dr lain..best!! MUKHSIN bleh buat kite ketawa..senyum sorang2 n menangis. Tu la life's kan?

For those yg tak bleh trima unsur2 urban dlm film MELAYU..better tgk dulu n br jugde. Bg aku tuh la kehidupan..buat aper kite nak berselindung sgt padehal mmg tu la ape yg kite lalui seharian. Umm hipokrit. Yasmin mmg agak open tuk keluarkan idea dier dlm film..tp dier berani. And its life's..tu yg cuba Yasmin ketengahkan..aku rs :]

Pape pon aku enjoy tgk MUKHSIN. And sekaligus aku jd peminat Yasmin Ahmad. Congratz to her :]

it's over!!! fer this year :]]

4 years..from ABPBH 03 to ABPBH 06. Lama gak kan?? Finally dpt gak rehat weekend nih.. yey!!! Kembali kepada kehidupan aku yang agak normal tuk jangka ms sebulan jer..pastuh jd abnormal blk..hehehe. Abnormal yg seronok..abnormal yg mmg aku tggu setiap thn :]]

Dah jd sebahagian dr idup aku..ye ke? Taun nie mcm lain sket arr..nape ek?? TEAM yg kitaorg banggakan pon dah takde..TEAM yg semangat dr 1st day event smp abis pon dah takde..sumer2 la dah takde :[. Yg tggl TEAM yg tak mcm TEAM sgt..hurmmm.

Nway..fer this year yg pentingnyerrr ABPBH finished!! Soo kite tggu plak AIM 14. Lagie syiokkkkk :]. C yaaa for next year...tuh pon kalo aku ader lagik..hikhikhik.

ABPBH n AIM takkan berubah...juz suasana dier yg sentiasa berubah setiap taun...org2 nyer jgk akan berubah setiap taun..arap2 aku yg takkan berubah smp biler2. This is SHA smp bebilerrrrr :]

welcOME 2007!!!

Hikhikhik..lama dah tak jenguk kat sini. Takde topik best pon nak share. Just wishing all hepi new year 2007.

Masuk thn br mst sumer bz tanyer ape azam thn br. Ummm aku pon tak pk lagik ape azam thn br nih. Tp ada satu yg dah tercapai..hehehe. Ape die?? Huh rahsie la..:p. Pape pon almost 80% azam thn lepas dah tercapai :]. Tp byk jgk yg aku kena lepaskan tuk capai azam aku tuh. Life...camnih la. Takleh tamak kan?? Lepaskan sesuatu utk dptkan sesuatu yg lain..cam subjek ekonomi tuh..huh!!

Hehehe..harap2 2007 nie kehidupan aku lebih teratur dr thn2 yg lepas..lebih matang dan lebih dewasa..harap2 la. 29th January nih dah 24 oii...huhuhu dah tua!! Ala age is just a number rite? So wat bodo jer..truskan idup cam aku akan idup 1000 thn lg..hikhik.

Suka+duka+susah+senang sumer akan sentiasa tersimpan dlm kotak memory aku nih..:[. New year...new spirit n new life..:]]. Welcome 2007...and good bye 2006!!

My Memory

My Memory at that moment I remembered it all
When I see those memories they seem so small..
You're far away in a place that I can't reach
I can't wait for these words of love to be said

I really was to blame
Will I ever get to meet you again?
I can't even imagine that
I still love you and now I'll confess that to you
I wanna love you forever
It's not too late
Be with me forever

For a long time you've been in my heart
Much time passes and still you're far away, but I will stay alive

I really was to blame
Will I ever get to meet you again?
I can't even imagine that
I still love you and now I'll confess that to you
I wanna love you forever
It's not too late
Be with me forever

*:[[

mY hEArt

*My heart...cool giler cite nih. Sedih banget...hukhukhuk. Jalan cite pon menarik...tak boring..bagi aku la. Orang lain tanyer diorg sndr. Lagu pon best giler. Senang cite...film ni worth it bg aku. Tak rugi ahh rs gi tgk kat wayang. Cinta or sayang? Dua benda yang berbeza sgt...tp tak ramai yg faham konsep nih. Maybe nampak cam serupa kot...tp still tak sm kan? Ummm ssh kalo dah terjebak dlm probs camnih. Huhuuhuhu cite ni sedih...nak bli dvd plak ahh..hegege. Salute ngan watak Rachel...sanggup berkorban ape saje tuk org yg dia sayang+cinta. Bkn sume org bleh wat camtuh skang nih kan?...buat ape yg terbaik utk org yg kite syg...bkn buat ape yg terbaik utk kepuasan diri kite sndr :(

Disini kau dan aku

Terbiasa bersama

MEnjalanai kasih sayang

Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai

Hari paling indah

Ku ukir nama kita berdua

Disini syurga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain

Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar

Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah

Sayang ku akan hilang

If you love somebody could we be this strong

I will fight to win our love will conquer all

Wouldn't risk my love

Even just one night

Our love will stay in my heart

My heart....

fadhilat solat terawikh

diriwayatkan oleh saiyidina Ali (r.a) daripada Rasulullah s.a.w., sebagai jawapan dari pertanyaan sahabat-sahabat nabi s.a.w. tentang fadhilat (kelebihan) sembahyang sunat terawikh pada bulan ramadhan:

malam 1:
keluar dosa-dosa orang mukmin pada malam pertama sepertimana ia baru dilahirkan, mendapat keampunan dari Allah.

malam 2:
diampunkan dosa dosa orang mukmin yang solat terawikh serta kedua ibubapanya (sekiranya mereka orang beriman).

malam 3:
berseru malaikat di bawah 'Arasy supaya kami meneruskan solat terawikh terus menerus. `semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa engkau.'

malam 4:
memperolehi pahala ia sebagaimana pahala orang orang yang membaca kitab kitab taurat, zabur, injil dan al Quran.

malam 5:
Allah kurniakan baginya pahala orang-orang yang bersembahyang di masjidilharam, masjid madinah dan masjid aqsa.

malam 6:
Allah kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala malaikat-malaikat yang tawaf di Baitul Ma'mur (70 ribu malaikat sekali tawaf), serta setiap batu-batu dan tanah-tanah mendoakan supaya Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang tarawih pada malam ini

malam 7:
seolah-olah ia mendapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa serta menolong nNabi 'Alaihissalam menentang musuh ketatnya fir'aun dan hamman.

malam 8:
Allah mengurniakan pahala orang sembahyang terawikh sepertimana yang telah dikurniakan kepada nabi Allah Ibrahim "Alaihissalam.

malam 9:
Allah kurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hambanya seperti nabi Muhammad s.a.w.

malam 10:
Allah subhanahuwata'ala mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan didunia dan di akhirat.

malam 11:
keluar ia daripada dunia (mati) bersih daripada dosa seperti ia baru dilahirkan.

malam 12:
datang ia pada hari Qiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya (cahaya ibadatnya).

malam 13:
datang ia pada hari Qiamat dalam aman sentosa daripada tiap-tiap kejahatan dan keburukan.

malam 14:
datang malaikat menyaksikan ia bersembayang terawikh, serta Allah tiada menyesatkannya pada hari Qiamat.

malam 15:
semua malaikat yang menanggung 'Arasy, Kursi, berselawat dan mendoakannya supaya Allah mengampunkannya.

malam 16:
Allah Subhanahuwata'ala tuliskan baginya terlepas daripada neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga.

malam 17:
Allah kurniakan orang yang berterawikh pahalanya pada malam ini sebanyak pahala para nabi.

malam 18:
seru malaikat: hai hamba Allah! sesungguhnya Allah telah redha kepada engkau dan ibubapa engkau (yang masih hidup atau mati).

malam 19:
Allah Subhanahuwata'ala tinggikan darjatnya didalam syurga firdaus.

malam 20:
Allah kurniakan kepadanya pahala sekian orang yang mati syahid dan orang-orang solihin.

malam 21:
Allah binakan sebuah istana dalam syurga daripada nur.

malam 22:
datang ia pada hari Qiamat aman daripada tiap-tiap dukacita dan kerisauan (tidaklah dalam keadaan huru-hara di padang mahsyar).

malam 23:
Allah Subhanahuwata'ala binakan kepadanya sebuah bandar didlam syurga daripada nur.

malam 24:
Allah buka peluang 24 doa yang mustajab bagi orang berterawikh malam ini, (elok sekali berdoa ketika dalam sujud).

malam 25:
Allah Taala angkatkan daripadanya siksa kubur.

malam 26:
Allah kurniakan kepada orang berterawikh pahala pada malam ini seumpama 40 tahun beribadat.

malam 27:
Allah kurniakan orang berterawikh pada malam ini ketangkasan melintas atas titian sirotulmustaqim seperti kilat menyambar

malam 28:
Allah Subhanahuwata'ala kurniakan kepadanya 1000 darjat diakhirat

malam 29:
Allah Subhanahuwata'ala kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000 kali haji yang mabrur.

malam 30:
Allah Subhanahuwata'ala beri penghormatan kepada orang berterawikh pada malam terakhir ini yang teristimewa sekali, lalu berfirman: "wahai hambaku: makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang engkau ingini hendak makan didalam syurga, dan mandilah engkau daripada air syurga yang bernama salsabila, serta minumlah air daripada telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. yang bernama 'al-Kauthar'"